It’s been a really busy few days. I already had long tests in both my Japanese and Psychology classes, and it has only been five days. Summer classes have really taken its toll on me. I feel that I’ve been studying more this summer than in the regular semester. Also, I feel that I have a greater workload. Learning basic Japanese, for me, is one of the major factors that definitely makes my summer a whole lot more challenging. *sigh*

Well, I have memorized the Hiragana characters and pronounciation. But since Nihonggo isn’t my native tongue I still mix up most of the characters. Eh! It’s hard to be fluent because I still have to rack my brain everytime I encounter any words written in Hiragana. Now, I’m in the process of memorizing Katakana. It’s so much more difficult than the previous one. I don’t know why but it’s harder to remember. Oh, I agree with most people that it’s characters are simpler and with fewer strokes. But the bottom line is: Katakana is a pain to memorize. Argh!

I’ve blogged before that I got accepted as in Celadon MAFIA right? I feel that I’ve kind of been neglecting my duties since I haven’t started calling my “mock flock” and haven’t brainstormed on my assigned projects. Eep! I will do that as soon as I can. *hehe* I’ve been so busy, stressed and tired.

This morning one of my friends (anonymity and confidentiality ensured *lol*) was feeling really down and depressed. He even joked about being suicidal! Shucks… I don’t know why he’s feeling that way but I’ve got a gut feeling that it’s because of his parents. His parents are really strict and he can’t go out with friends unless he has a really good excuse. (like going to birthdays, debuts, plays, other school requirements) For me though, all in all he has a pretty good life. He is so smart and has a lot of friends. It’s just really so sad to see him like that.

Oh, I read in my Santrock’s Psychology book that writing down your feelings, emotions, frustrations, anger, etc. etc. (basically keeping a journal of thoughts) helps alleviate depression. I suggested that to my friend but he seems unconvinced. In my own experience, I do feel that blogging helps me out emotionally. I am given a chance to sort out my thoughts, formulate smart decision, and generally makes me feel better.